34. When

When I don't breathe anymore
When they announce me dead
When my soul flees the clan

I will be free
I will come to see
If you are still my man

33. I know you, you donno me

Pull aside
Pull beside
The friction is yet in the core
Not imagined
Not made up
Somehow it was said by lore

Do not say
Do not show
It was never meant to be
Fold it up
Put back in
Count that, all went to thee

Behind walls
Within paints
Read, if you can that line
Before this
Till up now
Let me call it to be mine

Easier blamed
Better shunned
But why do such pity things
Beauty lived
Bond held
Cherish that, joyful sharing

Precious still
Always be
For now so, keeping within
So do heart
So do soul
Your thought,in thick in thin

But for now
Let me seek
More you, hold within or let fly
I know you
You donno me
Wonder how come, and but why

Perhaps now
Your breath zone
At cross juncture with that of mine
My darling love
Sweetest love
From afar, love to see you shine

Bypass years
Across times
Lets meet for coffee someday
You be Me
I'll be You
Surely we'll be akin that day

32. Searching the good in it

How silly am I?
When I pray I say,
I trust you my Lord
Do it your way

But when he does
All he finds good
And not per my plans
I become very rude

I crib, cry & complain
So doubt his intention
Why not care for my dreams
I too need his attention

He still let me be that way
And keep his silence usual
Until I dry my all tears up
He doesn't show cards mutual

Later, when I stand back still
I see light behind the horizon
All that pain I ruffle against
Come to give joy in unison

I have come to believe this so firm
It has turned out to be very same
However difficult situation may be
He has helped me through time & again

Even today, I felt very disappointed
But ended the day on a note of hope
May be it's not acceptable to me now
It'll be for my good & I'll learn to cope!!

31. Live it up all

Let that faith be unshaken
And believe in your dream
It is never too selfish
Unless it hurts other being

The rainbow of this life
May not shine all the while
Enjoy when it's raining
Cherish when the sun shine

Take onus of all you do
Don't blame others for fall
Learn from your mistakes
And make it to live it up all

Next moment you may not breathe
May not wake up to see the next sun
Forgive yourself and others too
Love, Be happy, share the fun!! ..................

30. Besotted or Adore

Besotted or in adore

Line is very thin

Both tests endurance

Both make keen

Sanity sees doom

Faith hung on hook

Mind shares the brunt

Heart bears the brook

Yet, life moves on

Says the folklore

Have you not felt it?

More than for sure!

29. My comrade

My comrade

Whatever happened to the alleyway,

Whatever happened to the purpose

You see, I can still visualize

The horizons you painted

The rainbows you stretched

You chose to proceed

I chose to recede

Though pickings were varied

We walked same way

Do you feel?

I do,

Though in converse bearings

We are parallel in path

It’s just that you never

Turn your eyes on me

And I never let

My eyes off you

But even in the beatings

I can hear you.

I had this bizarre night

Where I dreamed when wide awake

Saw you going lifeless

Obsolete in very make

I didn’t let eyes sleep

And brought you in my mind

Though you again acted insensitive

But yet I found you kind

You know something darling

I am quite mystified

The way you are formulating

Your advent and your hide

Let things be that they are

Let time act master thespian

You hold that hat called sense of self

I will wrap my scarf of oblivion

And wander in the land of sand

Stroking with the sticks of recall

Toiling shades of days bygone

Exploring ‘YOU’ after all !

28. Kiss

I will hold you from behind
And lean on your back
You turn around and hold me
Kiss on my forehead
Look into my eyes
Give enduring smile
Kiss me on my lips
Kill me for a while
Squeeze me in your arms
Pull me to your chest
Kiss me on my cheek
All to your behest
Run your fingers through
Sniff the curly mane
Kiss me all you want
And drive me insane

27. Relight

I’ll traverse through your world

I’ll occur at twilight

Stay tuned to adapt the spark

I’ll be the cause of your relight

26. Stay Buzzing with your flair

I'ts the fragrance
Of your breath
I smell in mine
It's the rhythm
That you play
In my mind

It's the beauty
You bring
To my whole
It's the bliss
You impart
To my soul

It's the smile
That your lips
Kiss through me
It's the touch
That your fingers
Put me on spree

It's your voice
Rush in blood
Arouse my senses
When in sight
Your beautiful eyes
I breach all fences

It's a tight hug
Seal soul to soul
Making me secure
Your tender words
Right out of heart
Seems so pure

Pleasing me best way
You take my breath away
Crafting me so alive
Will I ever be enough
Thankful oh my love
For gratifying my life

I want you to know this
For now and forever
I can never get over you
We may, we may not
Be together again
But I'll ever think of you

You'll stay in my mind
You'll stay in my heart
You'll stay in my prayers
I wish you happy days
I wanna see you bloom
Stay buzzing with your flair

25. I am missing you

Pleasing music

I feel serene

And I am missing you

My eyes closed

Ear phone plugged in

And I am missing you

Rhythm filling up

My heart with love

And I am missing you

Eyes teary yet happy

Lips dry yet content

And I am missing you

I have wondered often

Wondering it now again

And I am missing you

Do I know you?

Or you are still a stranger

Oh..i am missing you

Emotion rush in blood

Flesh being but mean

And I am missing you

Yes, you are my sweetheart

Yes, you are so special

Darling, I am missing you

I may not see you again

I better not see you again

But I am missing you!!

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From Her to Him

24. I want you back

I want you back, my dear ‘Me’

I want you back to be with me

I miss being normal

I miss being effortless

Pandemonium in my mind

Uproar in the heart

I lost the concord within

I adrift touch with harmony

Something clamors deep inside

Screeching, screaming, wanting to be heard

And there is colossal calm as well

Conflicting with every single thought

Tears differ and behave hostile

The weary eyes would like to sleep

Face isn’t amiable so more

Talks are nevertheless, useless

I am blabbering, seething self in rage

Badly befuddled with the events unfolded

Deep breathe………no..doesn’t work

Reading quotes….no..doesn’t work

Walk by the river…less helpful

Talking to the sky…less caring

No….I won’t ask this again… “what do I do”

Perhaps, I always knew

For sure, I am not going to rue

Because I know, it has everything to do.....

With me, my spirit, my temperament, my beliefs

My nature and my tendencies of being emotional

To be honest and brutally honest,

Most miseries are self invited by me

Rather, self created by me

The dilemmas and the diffidence does the harm

It’s unfair to blame anyone for how I feel

I feel anyway because I choose to feel that way

Let me be truthful to my own self

And agree to disagree with ,

Unjustifiable demands that I make

Groundless worries that I create

Useless contemplation that I take

And all the unwanted pains that I rake………

I deserve to be happy

As every other individual does

Including those who are connected with me in a way or other

And whom, sometimes I do not give the worthy due………

Few steps,

Yes,

Few steps towards creating the cordial accord

Between me and myself

Myself and those lovely souls

Who happened to meet me in the discourse of life

And gave me love and support in their own ways

Its time,

I find out myself

Bring back home

And send out in return

Gratitude, Love and Peace!!

Dear ME,

Please come back!

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From Me to Myself

23. Feel blessed..if you ever fell in love

Have you ever been in love?

Yes, I have been

I have been into that journey for long

And still prevailing there

Being in love makes you vulnerable

And defenseless against your lover

And yet you like to be in weak position

You like waiting, you like anticipating

You fancy that stare

You dream that hold

You imagine every bit before it happens

You replay within, the things that occur

You do not mind believing the unbelievable

You do not see harm in being hurt at times

You let go all the inhibitions

You surrender unto your partner

Nothing seems imperfect

Nothing appears impossible

Limits overcome themselves in some way

You tend to accept everything every-way

When in love, there survives no ego

Selfless give and take, selfless yield

No more you wish to gain or possess

Being afar and yet you remain closest

Getting to see a glimpse or any more

You do not really crave to seek in real

The person begins to reside in you

Breathe in you, within you

Not anymore you step out to search

Call, or seek to identify the whereabouts

Your lover lives in you

You live in your admirer’s heart

You both cease to exist as individuals

You beat and survive in each other’s subsistence

That is the beauty of love

That is the soul of love

That is the magic of love

That is the ecstasy of love

Feel blessed

If you ever fell in love

Stay in love

Till you breathe

That's the best way to live!

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22. Let love be the reason

Behind the curious freckles
And beside the anxious look
There still is left some faith
There still is left some hope
At the crack of dawn
Will heave the relief
With a smile may be
Presenting self a gift
Overcoming the concerns
And learning to breathe again
That fresh air of trust and love
And exhaling all that pain
Reckoning the joy and gratitude
Towards being a lesser inferior
Being loved is not always being heard
Its also letting go without any fear
Grating the heart for no faults of it
Isn't a kind thing, brutal to yourself
This life for sure, will not come back again
Let love be the only reason for your dwell
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21. As I was, As I am

As I was
As I am
I want to be the same
In your heart
On your lips
Your favorite name

When you wake
In your mind
Think of me..you do!
Happiness
In your eyes
So much to be true!

When you talk
When you work
I hover all around
Sometime shun
Sometime hug
Yet joyous you do sound

I want to be the reason
Of cheer and 
Happy day
Take my love,
All yours
Every single way

When you may,you go
Take me in heart
With you
Stay in touch or not
Remember
I still love you!
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20. I hope you will walk by side

Not in a rush or frenzy

Neither am I sodden in tears

I am merely contemplating

What if?

What if not?

I know, my sweetheart,

You hate scrutiny

But,

This moment is so irresolute

That even though, in heart of my heart

I know what and why and how,

Yet, I doubt

I disbelieve in present-day

I am skeptical about tomorrow

I am lingering to the past

And scraping old sorrows

I am standing on the bridge

Unsure of either path

Holding onto the tenuous guardrail

If I fall, there’s no lath

Mornings bring some hope

Nights take them back

All the miles I walk

I reach the same old rack

Your smile steals my pain away

Your hug gives me home there

Your talks make me feel alive

Your presence makes it all fair

Embracing the feeble dream

I keep on feet, with eyes shut

I hope you will walk by side

And don’t let me fall in rut

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From Her to Him

19. Were you there?

Were you there?
I was there, too
How come you didn't see me?
Darling, I saw you.
I clicked and captured
Your effervescent smile
Can hear your voice
Can see your moves
Can smell your breath
Can feel your touch
All in my mind
With closed eyes
Reliving the moments
When you were there
Crowd left
You too
I am still there
Waiting for you
Hoping
For once
You will turn back
Look into my eyes
Though from far
And smirk at me
Reassuring
You are still there
You will be there
With me
For me
Wanting me
The way I want you
Missing me
The way I miss you
Even when I am not here,
Even after you are gone!!

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From Him to Her

18. In Moscow

Real feel showing degree three

Moscow is at smoggy spree

Tall buildings, getting blurred

Orange leaves, autumn spurred

Wispy drizzle on hide and seek

Romance gushing – every creek

Flowers blooming, ground and vale

Kissing couples on every trail

People flaunting, swanky sheaths

Dressed to kill, from toe to wreaths

Nature, at best, being rhetoric

All in all, it is turning quixotic

Top it all, ummhhm..brewing coffee glow!!

Now, I'm waiting, for the show of snow!!

…….In Moscow……

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From Me to Moscow

17. You never got to lose

You chose to forget
I never got to choose
I lived at evading end
You never got to lose

Lurking on false hope
I am fighting with the sun
Moon comes to defend
Begging me for truce

Are you there, still there
Or have you moved again
To hunt hide away from me
Weaving yet some ruse

My love, sweetest love
Don't have to do all this
You may choose to call me dead
But don't count me to be noose
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From Her to Him

16. Lets steal a life

Let' steal a life,
From this predefined tenure!
After this,
Who knows
Where you will be
And where I will be!
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Inane

15. Disquiet Heart

It’s not talking,

Yet, its beat can be heard distinctly!

My heart,

Is again restless!

Stuck to its roots and

Yet it is acting nomadic!

Pulsating high,

It may explode,

With a hope,

Yet it feels ineffectual!

My heart,

Wants to hear you,

See you one more time,

Yet it doesn’t, want to do either!

Holding on to words,

Want to get immersed,

In your love once again,

Yet it remains so irresolute!

My heart,

Yearn to laugh with you,

Lay down in your cuddle,

Yet strives to stay, far and wide!

Covets the engaging snug,

Not perfunctory, but soul kiss,

Desire to own you up,

Yet doesn’t, want you at all!

It’s not talking,

Yet it words can be perceived!

My heart,

Behaving belligerent,

Is again peevish.

And is everything but peaceful,

It is impatient!

It is disquiet!

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From Her to Him

14. I am lost

I lost myself in the transit afar
Where do I go and register my claim?
It is undesirable and so not like me
How can I feel both, joy and pain!
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To myself

13. Pour me in salt

Pour me in salt
Let my bones dissolve
Make me paper
Throw it in the air
Let me drift
With ease and flair
Let then birds
Come and pierce
My fragile body
With their shears
A cry may be heard
No blood though
More satiated
My soul may flow
The tiny particles
Let them get away
Mix in the air
And find their way
To reach your breath
And vein, blood through
Thump in your heart
And last in you
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From Her to Him

12. Jungle of memoirs

The moments got crammed with electricity, when I saw you for the first time.

You looked everything that I had always thought, a man should look like

Tall, vigorous, poised, charismatic, polite, eye-catching, and handsome

I took a sneak peek from far and yet, could feel the thumping of your heart

You walked with a bouquet in your hand, filled with my favorite flowers

That clandestine smile and impish look, burnished your playful face

The awkward silence of few minutes, disclosed everything you dreamt of

And the exchange of glances, enlightened the feeling of belongingness

With my eyes closed, and fist held tight, I can travel back to that time

When the heart beat was heard, louder than the thuds

When your presence itself, spoke for unsaid words

When your smile was my joy, your sight the best gift

No split in our souls, our hearts without rift!

Time took away, the glorious moments of our bond

But it forgot to pull me, out of that fancy phase

I am wandering alone, in the jungle of memoirs

Yet hugging your spirit, and kissing your haze

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From Her to Him

11. I love all your shades

I like your shades, all of them,

Few ingenuous, few for sham!

The cyan wallop when you smile...

The blue eye with your puckered brow!

Going green with roguish look,

Wicked black like cunning crow!

Red heat when you lose your cool,

Melting brown while turning mild;

Peaceful white when you love me,

Golden roar when playing wild!

Velvet violet when with me,

Cheesy beige when in squeeze;

Turning plum and peru, pink,

Who does mind the snowy crease!!!

How I love your grey and guts!

How I love to be with them!

Oh..How I love all  your shades!

Few ingenuous, few for sham!

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10. Don't kiss on my forehead!!

Incongruous but true,

It’s barrier the best,

Preventing me from letting you come close

And at the same time,

It’s the weakest enclosure I have,

Breaching thus will melt me down…..

My love,

Don’t kiss me on my forehead!!

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From Her to Him

9. I am weird, I know.

Often it’s known, most often un-surfaced.

The reason doesn’t interests me anymore!

Entrapped dilemma and bewildered frankness,

What a combination!

Don’t call me mad my cherished

I am still the very one you don’t want to forget

Yes, I hate the goodbyes, hate to the core

Dawdle with excuses to stay around

Alright, you say you are better

Then teach me, teach my best one

How to overcome the aches of heart

You don’t walk along or even in the cross

And yet you don’t let my shadow evade

Not fair, not fair, not fair at all

We both breathe, and only you get to live

Let loose the chains you hold tight in mind

I am jailed because I still reside there

Let once the salt drift out of your eyes

Let once and for all, allow me get flown away

I am weird , I know, but who knows better than you!

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From the weird one to the sane

8. Bottled up

Bottled up
Yet Empty
Wanna cry
Donno Why
As if none
Do belong
And yet
So long
Waiting for
Thy arrival
Mirror is
The rival
Tears impatient
Need a gush
Heart as ever
Not in rush
Stuck right there
Where you and pain
No harmony
Yet all gain
Need to move
Beyond all why
Oh good Lord
Will I ever die?
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7. Desirable woman

And now when I see you again, you are not just the same

So different from the girl, I had met years ago

You are now an alluring, strong beautiful woman 

A woman I would never, be looking to let go

I am drawn so close, to these drunken dreamy eyes

Close enough to let them, hallucinate my mind

They cleave to themselves, the covert of desire

Makes nearly not possible, to get myself rewind

I want to hold those, apparently supple hands

I wish to lock across, my fingers through them

I want to bring them close, and feel around my face

I wish to feel their touch, beyond every silly hem

How I wish! I could get, a whiff of the aroma there

Your flawless gleaming skin, fascinates yearnings more

May I chafe alongside, your wrap so svelte and agile

I desire to get in touch, with this slender layer of yours

Voyaging through your eyes and across your nimble lips

May I kiss your enduring neck that fosters my caprices!

The tender ears, the mesmeric oomph, and the reluctance,

May I feel them all, together with, stirring your tresses!

I contemplate to be in unison, with your corpse and the soul

If you may consent to be, I will feel lauded to be human!

No one does make me feel, the way you do love lady

To me, you are an irresistible, the most desirable woman!
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6. Mild down

Break open the fences of the feelings

And let my heart flutter away

Or hang me till death amidst your memories

Wandering eyes and breaking breath

Desirous of your amorous glimpses

Either give that or show me way to parries

Imploring the ways to cross pathways

My mind so much do seek your shores

Mild down on me or least on love harries

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From Her to Him

5. Us

That's the music
You can hear
I can play

But none of us can display!

That's the fragrance
I do wear
Pull you close

But to none, we disclose!

That's the stroke
You can make
I can feel

But none of us can reveal!

That's the hug
You wait for
I do bow

But none of us..still show!
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4. Turnaround

At times, 

I become frantic and want to reverse the time

Quash the journey 

And overturn the events

Reorder the happenings 

And undo all the pain

But, then I change my mind…

If at all I am granted the wish

To invert all that has happened

Besides the pain, 

All the joy and affection 

That I got,

Will also go away

I don’t want those moments to get a turnaround,

In which you loved me more than yourself

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From Her to Him

3. I do not want a rebirth

I do not want a rebirth,

Over again in any form;

But want to keep living,

Even after I am gone!

I want smiles sailing,

On faces of those people;

Who are appended in, my heart,

And will continue to belong.

I hope they do cherish,

Times spent with me ever;

My Honor, even if it’s one,

I do not hope for throng.

I want to become living,

Each time they hit the memory;

I want them to embrace me,

Even when there’s no frame and corn!

I do not want a rebirth,

For sure in any form;

But when they’ll think of me,

In their love, will I be born!

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From me to the Lord

2. There's nothing that you can do

There's nothing "My love" that you can ever do
To make me love you, any less than I do
Peep in your heart, look into the mirror
I am right there, I am very much in you

I will think of you, I will dream of you
You have no hold sweets, if thus I do
As long as you live, and until you die
You'll beat in my heart, and I'll love you

And as you ever say, so happily you do
Will keep even my shadow, away from you
How I hope, I adhere to your words so sour!
And live to die, without a glimpse of you!

Yet be warned sweetheart, I will follow you
Across life and death, go wherever you do
Praying for your peace, Hoping for your joy
Will stand by your side and keep loving you!
But won't .............................................you!

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From Her to Him

1. Not(e) that I Love You

One innate attribute of love is, that it remains inexplicable

And time has made me believe, it is supposed to be so;

Secret, mysterious, unfathomable, enigmatic, deep,

Indecipherable, infinite, unrestricted and never-ending.

How far can I stretch my words to convey the gratefulness!

How long can I be silent to let my eyes express thankfulness!

How long can I hold you tight and thank you in embrace!

How will I ever cease “my love”, saying all that in your praise!

You taught me love, the way most unrefined;

Yet the zest of loving, remained underpinned.

You made everything, unadorned and straight;

Yet your approach, preserved the charm secret.

You gave me a love life so fancy, yet veritable;

Though you marked fences, you cared unfathomable.

I laughed like never before, I cried more than ever;

But with you what I got, otherwise I would’ve never!

I treasured being the hub, of your trance and soul;

I revered being your voice, vision, your world whole.

I admired the way you, made me feel on top of the earth;

With you, and the moments, I never felt love in dearth!

I am absolute, sated, blissful, all because of you;

I am serene, sure, sanguine, all because of you;

I want to live with a smile, and I want to die akin;

I want to spread delight, and all because of you.

My worries disappear, when I think of you;

I want you to smile ever, the way now I do;

More than your joy, nothing I want from you;

Nothing whatsoever my love, not even you!

You may, may not, I’ll always remember you;

And remain gratified to you, as I surely do.

Be blessed, stay happy, wherever you do;

“My Love”, I will always, always, adore you!

And Note… that I love you….!!!!!
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