34. When

When I don't breathe anymore
When they announce me dead
When my soul flees the clan

I will be free
I will come to see
If you are still my man

33. I know you, you donno me

Pull aside
Pull beside
The friction is yet in the core
Not imagined
Not made up
Somehow it was said by lore

Do not say
Do not show
It was never meant to be
Fold it up
Put back in
Count that, all went to thee

Behind walls
Within paints
Read, if you can that line
Before this
Till up now
Let me call it to be mine

Easier blamed
Better shunned
But why do such pity things
Beauty lived
Bond held
Cherish that, joyful sharing

Precious still
Always be
For now so, keeping within
So do heart
So do soul
Your thought,in thick in thin

But for now
Let me seek
More you, hold within or let fly
I know you
You donno me
Wonder how come, and but why

Perhaps now
Your breath zone
At cross juncture with that of mine
My darling love
Sweetest love
From afar, love to see you shine

Bypass years
Across times
Lets meet for coffee someday
You be Me
I'll be You
Surely we'll be akin that day

32. Searching the good in it

How silly am I?
When I pray I say,
I trust you my Lord
Do it your way

But when he does
All he finds good
And not per my plans
I become very rude

I crib, cry & complain
So doubt his intention
Why not care for my dreams
I too need his attention

He still let me be that way
And keep his silence usual
Until I dry my all tears up
He doesn't show cards mutual

Later, when I stand back still
I see light behind the horizon
All that pain I ruffle against
Come to give joy in unison

I have come to believe this so firm
It has turned out to be very same
However difficult situation may be
He has helped me through time & again

Even today, I felt very disappointed
But ended the day on a note of hope
May be it's not acceptable to me now
It'll be for my good & I'll learn to cope!!

31. Live it up all

Let that faith be unshaken
And believe in your dream
It is never too selfish
Unless it hurts other being

The rainbow of this life
May not shine all the while
Enjoy when it's raining
Cherish when the sun shine

Take onus of all you do
Don't blame others for fall
Learn from your mistakes
And make it to live it up all

Next moment you may not breathe
May not wake up to see the next sun
Forgive yourself and others too
Love, Be happy, share the fun!! ..................