Sunday, March 01, 2015

37. Ambivalence

Am I hiding my ambivalence about you?
Am I lying to myself?

Oh poor me,
How can it be..
Don’t I so well know?
Whenever it’s about you
I experience it a lot of time
And loose my every dime
On dilemma of being or not
Amongst your priority thought
My sweetest love of life
In your arms I thrive
And spread my wings of chasm
On behest of your transom
I surrender from depth of soul
The moment you curl me whole                                      
How can I ever think!
To not to think of you
Oh my darling pie
I can only think of you

No matter
How ambivalent
My attitude is so now

Mark my word for soul
You’re only mine, & will be
Forever and for now!!