15. Disquiet Heart

It’s not talking,

Yet, its beat can be heard distinctly!

My heart,

Is again restless!

Stuck to its roots and

Yet it is acting nomadic!

Pulsating high,

It may explode,

With a hope,

Yet it feels ineffectual!

My heart,

Wants to hear you,

See you one more time,

Yet it doesn’t, want to do either!

Holding on to words,

Want to get immersed,

In your love once again,

Yet it remains so irresolute!

My heart,

Yearn to laugh with you,

Lay down in your cuddle,

Yet strives to stay, far and wide!

Covets the engaging snug,

Not perfunctory, but soul kiss,

Desire to own you up,

Yet doesn’t, want you at all!

It’s not talking,

Yet it words can be perceived!

My heart,

Behaving belligerent,

Is again peevish.

And is everything but peaceful,

It is impatient!

It is disquiet!

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From Her to Him

14. I am lost

I lost myself in the transit afar
Where do I go and register my claim?
It is undesirable and so not like me
How can I feel both, joy and pain!
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To myself

13. Pour me in salt

Pour me in salt
Let my bones dissolve
Make me paper
Throw it in the air
Let me drift
With ease and flair
Let then birds
Come and pierce
My fragile body
With their shears
A cry may be heard
No blood though
More satiated
My soul may flow
The tiny particles
Let them get away
Mix in the air
And find their way
To reach your breath
And vein, blood through
Thump in your heart
And last in you
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From Her to Him

12. Jungle of memoirs

The moments got crammed with electricity, when I saw you for the first time.

You looked everything that I had always thought, a man should look like

Tall, vigorous, poised, charismatic, polite, eye-catching, and handsome

I took a sneak peek from far and yet, could feel the thumping of your heart

You walked with a bouquet in your hand, filled with my favorite flowers

That clandestine smile and impish look, burnished your playful face

The awkward silence of few minutes, disclosed everything you dreamt of

And the exchange of glances, enlightened the feeling of belongingness

With my eyes closed, and fist held tight, I can travel back to that time

When the heart beat was heard, louder than the thuds

When your presence itself, spoke for unsaid words

When your smile was my joy, your sight the best gift

No split in our souls, our hearts without rift!

Time took away, the glorious moments of our bond

But it forgot to pull me, out of that fancy phase

I am wandering alone, in the jungle of memoirs

Yet hugging your spirit, and kissing your haze

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From Her to Him

11. I love all your shades

I like your shades, all of them,

Few ingenuous, few for sham!

The cyan wallop when you smile...

The blue eye with your puckered brow!

Going green with roguish look,

Wicked black like cunning crow!

Red heat when you lose your cool,

Melting brown while turning mild;

Peaceful white when you love me,

Golden roar when playing wild!

Velvet violet when with me,

Cheesy beige when in squeeze;

Turning plum and peru, pink,

Who does mind the snowy crease!!!

How I love your grey and guts!

How I love to be with them!

Oh..How I love all  your shades!

Few ingenuous, few for sham!

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10. Don't kiss on my forehead!!

Incongruous but true,

It’s barrier the best,

Preventing me from letting you come close

And at the same time,

It’s the weakest enclosure I have,

Breaching thus will melt me down…..

My love,

Don’t kiss me on my forehead!!

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From Her to Him

9. I am weird, I know.

Often it’s known, most often un-surfaced.

The reason doesn’t interests me anymore!

Entrapped dilemma and bewildered frankness,

What a combination!

Don’t call me mad my cherished

I am still the very one you don’t want to forget

Yes, I hate the goodbyes, hate to the core

Dawdle with excuses to stay around

Alright, you say you are better

Then teach me, teach my best one

How to overcome the aches of heart

You don’t walk along or even in the cross

And yet you don’t let my shadow evade

Not fair, not fair, not fair at all

We both breathe, and only you get to live

Let loose the chains you hold tight in mind

I am jailed because I still reside there

Let once the salt drift out of your eyes

Let once and for all, allow me get flown away

I am weird , I know, but who knows better than you!

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From the weird one to the sane

8. Bottled up

Bottled up
Yet Empty
Wanna cry
Donno Why
As if none
Do belong
And yet
So long
Waiting for
Thy arrival
Mirror is
The rival
Tears impatient
Need a gush
Heart as ever
Not in rush
Stuck right there
Where you and pain
No harmony
Yet all gain
Need to move
Beyond all why
Oh good Lord
Will I ever die?
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