I want you back, my dear ‘Me’
I want you back to be with me
I miss being normal
I miss being effortless
Pandemonium in my mind
Uproar in the heart
I lost the concord within
I adrift touch with harmony
Something clamors deep inside
Screeching, screaming, wanting to be heard
And there is colossal calm as well
Conflicting with every single thought
Tears differ and behave hostile
The weary eyes would like to sleep
Face isn’t amiable so more
Talks are nevertheless, useless
I am blabbering, seething self in rage
Badly befuddled with the events unfolded
Deep breathe………no..doesn’t work
Reading quotes….no..doesn’t work
Walk by the river…less helpful
Talking to the sky…less caring
No….I won’t ask this again… “what do I do”
Perhaps, I always knew
For sure, I am not going to rue
Because I know, it has everything to do.....
With me, my spirit, my temperament, my beliefs
My nature and my tendencies of being emotional
To be honest and brutally honest,
Most miseries are self invited by me
Rather, self created by me
The dilemmas and the diffidence does the harm
It’s unfair to blame anyone for how I feel
I feel anyway because I choose to feel that way
Let me be truthful to my own self
And agree to disagree with ,
Unjustifiable demands that I make
Groundless worries that I create
Useless contemplation that I take
And all the unwanted pains that I rake………
I deserve to be happy
As every other individual does
Including those who are connected with me in a way or other
And whom, sometimes I do not give the worthy due………
Few steps,
Yes,
Few steps towards creating the cordial accord
Between me and myself
Myself and those lovely souls
Who happened to meet me in the discourse of life
And gave me love and support in their own ways
Its time,
I find out myself
Bring back home
And send out in return
Gratitude, Love and Peace!!
Dear ME,
Please come back!
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From Me to Myself
