15. Disquiet Heart

It’s not talking,

Yet, its beat can be heard distinctly!

My heart,

Is again restless!

Stuck to its roots and

Yet it is acting nomadic!

Pulsating high,

It may explode,

With a hope,

Yet it feels ineffectual!

My heart,

Wants to hear you,

See you one more time,

Yet it doesn’t, want to do either!

Holding on to words,

Want to get immersed,

In your love once again,

Yet it remains so irresolute!

My heart,

Yearn to laugh with you,

Lay down in your cuddle,

Yet strives to stay, far and wide!

Covets the engaging snug,

Not perfunctory, but soul kiss,

Desire to own you up,

Yet doesn’t, want you at all!

It’s not talking,

Yet it words can be perceived!

My heart,

Behaving belligerent,

Is again peevish.

And is everything but peaceful,

It is impatient!

It is disquiet!

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From Her to Him

14. I am lost

I lost myself in the transit afar
Where do I go and register my claim?
It is undesirable and so not like me
How can I feel both, joy and pain!
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To myself

13. Pour me in salt

Pour me in salt
Let my bones dissolve
Make me paper
Throw it in the air
Let me drift
With ease and flair
Let then birds
Come and pierce
My fragile body
With their shears
A cry may be heard
No blood though
More satiated
My soul may flow
The tiny particles
Let them get away
Mix in the air
And find their way
To reach your breath
And vein, blood through
Thump in your heart
And last in you
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12. Jungle of memoirs

The moments got crammed with electricity, when I saw you for the first time.

You looked everything that I had always thought, a man should look like

Tall, vigorous, poised, charismatic, polite, eye-catching, and handsome

I took a sneak peek from far and yet, could feel the thumping of your heart

You walked with a bouquet in your hand, filled with my favorite flowers

That clandestine smile and impish look, burnished your playful face

The awkward silence of few minutes, disclosed everything you dreamt of

And the exchange of glances, enlightened the feeling of belongingness

With my eyes closed, and fist held tight, I can travel back to that time

When the heart beat was heard, louder than the thuds

When your presence itself, spoke for unsaid words

When your smile was my joy, your sight the best gift

No split in our souls, our hearts without rift!

Time took away, the glorious moments of our bond

But it forgot to pull me, out of that fancy phase

I am wandering alone, in the jungle of memoirs

Yet hugging your spirit, and kissing your haze

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From Her to Him

11. I love all your shades

I like your shades, all of them,

Few ingenuous, few for sham!

The cyan wallop when you smile...

The blue eye with your puckered brow!

Going green with roguish look,

Wicked black like cunning crow!

Red heat when you lose your cool,

Melting brown while turning mild;

Peaceful white when you love me,

Golden roar when playing wild!

Velvet violet when with me,

Cheesy beige when in squeeze;

Turning plum and peru, pink,

Who does mind the snowy crease!!!

How I love your grey and guts!

How I love to be with them!

Oh..How I love all  your shades!

Few ingenuous, few for sham!

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10. Don't kiss on my forehead!!

Incongruous but true,

It’s barrier the best,

Preventing me from letting you come close

And at the same time,

It’s the weakest enclosure I have,

Breaching thus will melt me down…..

My love,

Don’t kiss me on my forehead!!

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9. I am weird, I know.

Often it’s known, most often un-surfaced.

The reason doesn’t interests me anymore!

Entrapped dilemma and bewildered frankness,

What a combination!

Don’t call me mad my cherished

I am still the very one you don’t want to forget

Yes, I hate the goodbyes, hate to the core

Dawdle with excuses to stay around

Alright, you say you are better

Then teach me, teach my best one

How to overcome the aches of heart

You don’t walk along or even in the cross

And yet you don’t let my shadow evade

Not fair, not fair, not fair at all

We both breathe, and only you get to live

Let loose the chains you hold tight in mind

I am jailed because I still reside there

Let once the salt drift out of your eyes

Let once and for all, allow me get flown away

I am weird , I know, but who knows better than you!

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From the weird one to the sane

8. Bottled up

Bottled up
Yet Empty
Wanna cry
Donno Why
As if none
Do belong
And yet
So long
Waiting for
Thy arrival
Mirror is
The rival
Tears impatient
Need a gush
Heart as ever
Not in rush
Stuck right there
Where you and pain
No harmony
Yet all gain
Need to move
Beyond all why
Oh good Lord
Will I ever die?
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7. Desirable woman

And now when I see you again, you are not just the same

So different from the girl, I had met years ago

You are now an alluring, strong beautiful woman 

A woman I would never, be looking to let go

I am drawn so close, to these drunken dreamy eyes

Close enough to let them, hallucinate my mind

They cleave to themselves, the covert of desire

Makes nearly not possible, to get myself rewind

I want to hold those, apparently supple hands

I wish to lock across, my fingers through them

I want to bring them close, and feel around my face

I wish to feel their touch, beyond every silly hem

How I wish! I could get, a whiff of the aroma there

Your flawless gleaming skin, fascinates yearnings more

May I chafe alongside, your wrap so svelte and agile

I desire to get in touch, with this slender layer of yours

Voyaging through your eyes and across your nimble lips

May I kiss your enduring neck that fosters my caprices!

The tender ears, the mesmeric oomph, and the reluctance,

May I feel them all, together with, stirring your tresses!

I contemplate to be in unison, with your corpse and the soul

If you may consent to be, I will feel lauded to be human!

No one does make me feel, the way you do love lady

To me, you are an irresistible, the most desirable woman!
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6. Mild down

Break open the fences of the feelings

And let my heart flutter away

Or hang me till death amidst your memories

Wandering eyes and breaking breath

Desirous of your amorous glimpses

Either give that or show me way to parries

Imploring the ways to cross pathways

My mind so much do seek your shores

Mild down on me or least on love harries

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5. Us

That's the music
You can hear
I can play

But none of us can display!

That's the fragrance
I do wear
Pull you close

But to none, we disclose!

That's the stroke
You can make
I can feel

But none of us can reveal!

That's the hug
You wait for
I do bow

But none of us..still show!
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4. Turnaround

At times, 

I become frantic and want to reverse the time

Quash the journey 

And overturn the events

Reorder the happenings 

And undo all the pain

But, then I change my mind…

If at all I am granted the wish

To invert all that has happened

Besides the pain, 

All the joy and affection 

That I got,

Will also go away

I don’t want those moments to get a turnaround,

In which you loved me more than yourself

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3. I do not want a rebirth

I do not want a rebirth,

Over again in any form;

But want to keep living,

Even after I am gone!

I want smiles sailing,

On faces of those people;

Who are appended in, my heart,

And will continue to belong.

I hope they do cherish,

Times spent with me ever;

My Honor, even if it’s one,

I do not hope for throng.

I want to become living,

Each time they hit the memory;

I want them to embrace me,

Even when there’s no frame and corn!

I do not want a rebirth,

For sure in any form;

But when they’ll think of me,

In their love, will I be born!

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From me to the Lord

2. There's nothing that you can do

There's nothing "My love" that you can ever do
To make me love you, any less than I do
Peep in your heart, look into the mirror
I am right there, I am very much in you

I will think of you, I will dream of you
You have no hold sweets, if thus I do
As long as you live, and until you die
You'll beat in my heart, and I'll love you

And as you ever say, so happily you do
Will keep even my shadow, away from you
How I hope, I adhere to your words so sour!
And live to die, without a glimpse of you!

Yet be warned sweetheart, I will follow you
Across life and death, go wherever you do
Praying for your peace, Hoping for your joy
Will stand by your side and keep loving you!
But won't .............................................you!

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1. Not(e) that I Love You

One innate attribute of love is, that it remains inexplicable

And time has made me believe, it is supposed to be so;

Secret, mysterious, unfathomable, enigmatic, deep,

Indecipherable, infinite, unrestricted and never-ending.

How far can I stretch my words to convey the gratefulness!

How long can I be silent to let my eyes express thankfulness!

How long can I hold you tight and thank you in embrace!

How will I ever cease “my love”, saying all that in your praise!

You taught me love, the way most unrefined;

Yet the zest of loving, remained underpinned.

You made everything, unadorned and straight;

Yet your approach, preserved the charm secret.

You gave me a love life so fancy, yet veritable;

Though you marked fences, you cared unfathomable.

I laughed like never before, I cried more than ever;

But with you what I got, otherwise I would’ve never!

I treasured being the hub, of your trance and soul;

I revered being your voice, vision, your world whole.

I admired the way you, made me feel on top of the earth;

With you, and the moments, I never felt love in dearth!

I am absolute, sated, blissful, all because of you;

I am serene, sure, sanguine, all because of you;

I want to live with a smile, and I want to die akin;

I want to spread delight, and all because of you.

My worries disappear, when I think of you;

I want you to smile ever, the way now I do;

More than your joy, nothing I want from you;

Nothing whatsoever my love, not even you!

You may, may not, I’ll always remember you;

And remain gratified to you, as I surely do.

Be blessed, stay happy, wherever you do;

“My Love”, I will always, always, adore you!

And Note… that I love you….!!!!!
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From Her to Him