45. We are together, forever !!

I forgive myself,

For not understanding you

The way you wanted me to

I forgive you too,

For not accepting me

The way I wanted to be

I forgive our selves

You forgive us too

I want no bond

You free yourself too

I have always been possessive

And overprotective about you

Diminishing the fact that

I never belonged to you

I hurt you over and again

For the reason that I was scared

Scared of losing you

Fear of letting you be shared 

Burning myself in the agony immeasurable

I found my tiny ashes beside your huge dreams

My gratitude to you for toning me earthly down

No more do I feel attached to physical realms

And, things have changed for well

I may not beleaguer you much more

I leave your corpse behind with you

Take coerced with me your sinless core 

In heart of my heart

I don’t crave anymore

To see you, hear you

Feel you or touch you

Because all that is flesh and bones

And I never fell for that you know

I loved someone behind that veil

Truth that you hardly believed though

That man peeping through your eyes

That soul talking through your speech

That aura which pulled me oh so close

Won me through its alluring beseech

I feel very close to that person in you

I deem being one with heart so pure

You don’t recognize yet what you have in there

A beautiful soul, my all time lure

I am in concord, with your indestructible being

I am in a treaty, to be your cohort till the end of time

You travel through your births, I will cross impending lives

To be with you forever, will be my endeavor prime

So, here I will be, with you evermore

In this vast universe of promises infinite

Where neither can someone question my love for you

Nor can the world part us and divide

I will love you as I do, as I did in umpteen lives

And live to see that smile on your divine face

Amalgamation of your core with mine, completed me

No more domineering, no more corporeal chase