47. Once more

I am a free bird

Let me be

Don’t tie me in a bond

I had been a loner

And so would I be

Don’t make me fond

Fond of you

Your talks

Your laughter

Your eyes

Fond of smirks

Your sneers

Your kisses

Your espies

Don’t make me believe, in life that is in dreams

Stay away from me, at a distance more than safe

I may not say to you, ever in times that would come

Even I get ecstatic, by the pricks of the crave

Where does has fallen from?

These droplets of frozen times

You are melting them one by one

Each surpassing other for prime

I want to become a statue, with breathing intact

Time immobile and you un-moving by my side

Look into my eyes, whisper softly in my ears

Hold me in your arms, hug me so much tight

Oh no no no no no, don’t touch me even a bit

How could I say thus, I just don’t want it!!

Oh look, what I am saying, under your influence

I don’t want you, yet I want you so much more....once more!!

Oh please save me, from falling in love with you

Don’t you make abode in my lonely deepest core....once more,once more!!

45. We are together, forever !!

I forgive myself,

For not understanding you

The way you wanted me to

I forgive you too,

For not accepting me

The way I wanted to be

I forgive our selves

You forgive us too

I want no bond

You free yourself too

I have always been possessive

And overprotective about you

Diminishing the fact that

I never belonged to you

I hurt you over and again

For the reason that I was scared

Scared of losing you

Fear of letting you be shared 

Burning myself in the agony immeasurable

I found my tiny ashes beside your huge dreams

My gratitude to you for toning me earthly down

No more do I feel attached to physical realms

And, things have changed for well

I may not beleaguer you much more

I leave your corpse behind with you

Take coerced with me your sinless core 

In heart of my heart

I don’t crave anymore

To see you, hear you

Feel you or touch you

Because all that is flesh and bones

And I never fell for that you know

I loved someone behind that veil

Truth that you hardly believed though

That man peeping through your eyes

That soul talking through your speech

That aura which pulled me oh so close

Won me through its alluring beseech

I feel very close to that person in you

I deem being one with heart so pure

You don’t recognize yet what you have in there

A beautiful soul, my all time lure

I am in concord, with your indestructible being

I am in a treaty, to be your cohort till the end of time

You travel through your births, I will cross impending lives

To be with you forever, will be my endeavor prime

So, here I will be, with you evermore

In this vast universe of promises infinite

Where neither can someone question my love for you

Nor can the world part us and divide

I will love you as I do, as I did in umpteen lives

And live to see that smile on your divine face

Amalgamation of your core with mine, completed me

No more domineering, no more corporeal chase

43. Your smile, O darling pie!!

Tossed into my life so inadvertently,

But it turned out to be so magnificently beautiful

Your influx with all that love

Oh dearest heart, can I ever be enough thankful

I could hardly comprehend with the flow of upshots

And see, here now I am

All together different human in being

Love of my life, am so much more than grateful

Nothing that I want

And I don’t have

Nothing that I wished

And you didn’t give

Nothing more than this

Can give me that bliss

Sweet apple of my eye

Your smile O darling pie !!

Keep Smiling !! :)

40. Nameless Chase

Beyond my naive exultation
Above your ingenious jubilation

My love,
There is this beautiful silken wish
Gaping with hopeful breath
To be fulfilled at the verge of
Amalgamation of our trance

It sweetly mourns 
About the anticipated elation
That would surface the physical peripheries
At the onset of the movements

That,

Your skin would bring to mine
Your flesh would thrust in me
Your words would lit in heart
Your breath would burn in me

The feel of seventh cloud
Fragrance of frenzy highs
Trance of being so speechless
All talking done by eyes

Ohhh..the restlessness
Talk about the..so keenness
Blind horse of silken wishes
Meandering with eagerness!!

Breathing slow and fast
Exhaling with slightest pace

My love,

Where have we reached?
In this oh so nameless chase!!

37. Ambivalence

Am I hiding my ambivalence about you?

Am I lying to myself?

Oh poor me,

How can it be..

Don’t I so well know?

Whenever it’s about you

I experience it a lot of time

And loose my every dime

On dilemma of being or not

Amongst your priority thought

My sweetest love of life

In your arms I thrive

And spread my wings of chasm

On behest of your transom

I surrender from depth of soul

The moment you curl me whole                                      

How can I ever think!

To not to think of you

Oh my darling pie

I can only think of you

No matter

How ambivalent

My attitude is so now

Mark my word for soul

You’re only mine, & will be

Forever and for now!!

25. I am missing you

Pleasing music

I feel serene

And I am missing you

My eyes closed

Ear phone plugged in

And I am missing you

Rhythm filling up

My heart with love

And I am missing you

Eyes teary yet happy

Lips dry yet content

And I am missing you

I have wondered often

Wondering it now again

And I am missing you

Do I know you?

Or you are still a stranger

Oh..i am missing you

Emotion rush in blood

Flesh being but mean

And I am missing you

Yes, you are my sweetheart

Yes, you are so special

Darling, I am missing you

I may not see you again

I better not see you again

But I am missing you!!

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23. Feel blessed..if you ever fell in love

Have you ever been in love?

Yes, I have been

I have been into that journey for long

And still prevailing there

Being in love makes you vulnerable

And defenseless against your lover

And yet you like to be in weak position

You like waiting, you like anticipating

You fancy that stare

You dream that hold

You imagine every bit before it happens

You replay within, the things that occur

You do not mind believing the unbelievable

You do not see harm in being hurt at times

You let go all the inhibitions

You surrender unto your partner

Nothing seems imperfect

Nothing appears impossible

Limits overcome themselves in some way

You tend to accept everything every-way

When in love, there survives no ego

Selfless give and take, selfless yield

No more you wish to gain or possess

Being afar and yet you remain closest

Getting to see a glimpse or any more

You do not really crave to seek in real

The person begins to reside in you

Breathe in you, within you

Not anymore you step out to search

Call, or seek to identify the whereabouts

Your lover lives in you

You live in your admirer’s heart

You both cease to exist as individuals

You beat and survive in each other’s subsistence

That is the beauty of love

That is the soul of love

That is the magic of love

That is the ecstasy of love

Feel blessed

If you ever fell in love

Stay in love

Till you breathe

That's the best way to live!

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Love

11. I love all your shades

I like your shades, all of them,

Few ingenuous, few for sham!

The cyan wallop when you smile...

The blue eye with your puckered brow!

Going green with roguish look,

Wicked black like cunning crow!

Red heat when you lose your cool,

Melting brown while turning mild;

Peaceful white when you love me,

Golden roar when playing wild!

Velvet violet when with me,

Cheesy beige when in squeeze;

Turning plum and peru, pink,

Who does mind the snowy crease!!!

How I love your grey and guts!

How I love to be with them!

Oh..How I love all  your shades!

Few ingenuous, few for sham!

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6. Mild down

Break open the fences of the feelings

And let my heart flutter away

Or hang me till death amidst your memories

Wandering eyes and breaking breath

Desirous of your amorous glimpses

Either give that or show me way to parries

Imploring the ways to cross pathways

My mind so much do seek your shores

Mild down on me or least on love harries

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4. Turnaround

At times, 

I become frantic and want to reverse the time

Quash the journey 

And overturn the events

Reorder the happenings 

And undo all the pain

But, then I change my mind…

If at all I am granted the wish

To invert all that has happened

Besides the pain, 

All the joy and affection 

That I got,

Will also go away

I don’t want those moments to get a turnaround,

In which you loved me more than yourself

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From Her to Him

2. There's nothing that you can do

There's nothing "My love" that you can ever do
To make me love you, any less than I do
Peep in your heart, look into the mirror
I am right there, I am very much in you

I will think of you, I will dream of you
You have no hold sweets, if thus I do
As long as you live, and until you die
You'll beat in my heart, and I'll love you

And as you ever say, so happily you do
Will keep even my shadow, away from you
How I hope, I adhere to your words so sour!
And live to die, without a glimpse of you!

Yet be warned sweetheart, I will follow you
Across life and death, go wherever you do
Praying for your peace, Hoping for your joy
Will stand by your side and keep loving you!
But won't .............................................you!

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From Her to Him

1. Not(e) that I Love You

One innate attribute of love is, that it remains inexplicable

And time has made me believe, it is supposed to be so;

Secret, mysterious, unfathomable, enigmatic, deep,

Indecipherable, infinite, unrestricted and never-ending.

How far can I stretch my words to convey the gratefulness!

How long can I be silent to let my eyes express thankfulness!

How long can I hold you tight and thank you in embrace!

How will I ever cease “my love”, saying all that in your praise!

You taught me love, the way most unrefined;

Yet the zest of loving, remained underpinned.

You made everything, unadorned and straight;

Yet your approach, preserved the charm secret.

You gave me a love life so fancy, yet veritable;

Though you marked fences, you cared unfathomable.

I laughed like never before, I cried more than ever;

But with you what I got, otherwise I would’ve never!

I treasured being the hub, of your trance and soul;

I revered being your voice, vision, your world whole.

I admired the way you, made me feel on top of the earth;

With you, and the moments, I never felt love in dearth!

I am absolute, sated, blissful, all because of you;

I am serene, sure, sanguine, all because of you;

I want to live with a smile, and I want to die akin;

I want to spread delight, and all because of you.

My worries disappear, when I think of you;

I want you to smile ever, the way now I do;

More than your joy, nothing I want from you;

Nothing whatsoever my love, not even you!

You may, may not, I’ll always remember you;

And remain gratified to you, as I surely do.

Be blessed, stay happy, wherever you do;

“My Love”, I will always, always, adore you!

And Note… that I love you….!!!!!
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