47. Once more

I am a free bird

Let me be

Don’t tie me in a bond

I had been a loner

And so would I be

Don’t make me fond

Fond of you

Your talks

Your laughter

Your eyes

Fond of smirks

Your sneers

Your kisses

Your espies

Don’t make me believe, in life that is in dreams

Stay away from me, at a distance more than safe

I may not say to you, ever in times that would come

Even I get ecstatic, by the pricks of the crave

Where does has fallen from?

These droplets of frozen times

You are melting them one by one

Each surpassing other for prime

I want to become a statue, with breathing intact

Time immobile and you un-moving by my side

Look into my eyes, whisper softly in my ears

Hold me in your arms, hug me so much tight

Oh no no no no no, don’t touch me even a bit

How could I say thus, I just don’t want it!!

Oh look, what I am saying, under your influence

I don’t want you, yet I want you so much more....once more!!

Oh please save me, from falling in love with you

Don’t you make abode in my lonely deepest core....once more,once more!!

46. To stay or move apart.

Floating on a thin layer of ambiguity,
With fear of getting drowned in lies
Whimsies are victim over yet again
Vulnerability is as wide as the skies

Tip toeing, Dil-dallying on knots fragile
False hope of falling on neither side of tug
Breathing slow, beating fast, eyes awaiting
Anxiously for that one invincible shrug

Umpteen voices, empty noises, massacre
Thousand cuts on each vein of my heart
Opening the fist, letting all getting flown
Pick at other end, to stay or move apart!!

45. We are together, forever !!

I forgive myself,

For not understanding you

The way you wanted me to

I forgive you too,

For not accepting me

The way I wanted to be

I forgive our selves

You forgive us too

I want no bond

You free yourself too

I have always been possessive

And overprotective about you

Diminishing the fact that

I never belonged to you

I hurt you over and again

For the reason that I was scared

Scared of losing you

Fear of letting you be shared 

Burning myself in the agony immeasurable

I found my tiny ashes beside your huge dreams

My gratitude to you for toning me earthly down

No more do I feel attached to physical realms

And, things have changed for well

I may not beleaguer you much more

I leave your corpse behind with you

Take coerced with me your sinless core 

In heart of my heart

I don’t crave anymore

To see you, hear you

Feel you or touch you

Because all that is flesh and bones

And I never fell for that you know

I loved someone behind that veil

Truth that you hardly believed though

That man peeping through your eyes

That soul talking through your speech

That aura which pulled me oh so close

Won me through its alluring beseech

I feel very close to that person in you

I deem being one with heart so pure

You don’t recognize yet what you have in there

A beautiful soul, my all time lure

I am in concord, with your indestructible being

I am in a treaty, to be your cohort till the end of time

You travel through your births, I will cross impending lives

To be with you forever, will be my endeavor prime

So, here I will be, with you evermore

In this vast universe of promises infinite

Where neither can someone question my love for you

Nor can the world part us and divide

I will love you as I do, as I did in umpteen lives

And live to see that smile on your divine face

Amalgamation of your core with mine, completed me

No more domineering, no more corporeal chase

44. Free spirited soul

Neither the skin that you call so flawless
Nor the smile you call for always
Not my hair, not my lips
Not my gesture,not my kiss
I am none of that and those that you see
I am not contained,I am free
Free of the shapes you give to your thoughts
Free of your acceptance, free of your knots
I am the beat that breathe in your cells
I am the essence where your heart dwells
I am that peace with you eyes laid shut
I am the relief you feel after being hurt
I am the tickle you go through in your veins
I am the soother laid over all your pains
I am the point where your life finds it's gist
I am the stage where you seem so accomplished
I am that piece of you, travelling parallel
Standing alone, we stand void and null
You thrive in me, I survive in you
You are my green, I am your blue
You embrace my lines, I envelope your arches
You decode my silence, I read your darks
We live to fuel the fire in one another
We remain half entity without each other
Love of my life, I am mirror to your whole
I am not the flesh ball, I am free spirited soul

43. Your smile, O darling pie!!

Tossed into my life so inadvertently,

But it turned out to be so magnificently beautiful

Your influx with all that love

Oh dearest heart, can I ever be enough thankful

I could hardly comprehend with the flow of upshots

And see, here now I am

All together different human in being

Love of my life, am so much more than grateful

Nothing that I want

And I don’t have

Nothing that I wished

And you didn’t give

Nothing more than this

Can give me that bliss

Sweet apple of my eye

Your smile O darling pie !!

Keep Smiling !! :)

42. Magical Voices

Some voices when heard makes life more beautiful
They enlighten the essence of the conversation on whole
Treasure them,
In your heart of heart
To be heard through memories...

For,
They may not be heard as and when you wish,
Exclusively for you..
They may not stay with you forever
They may leave you sooner or later to accomplish their own journey
To fulfill their purpose of making more people happy
And to enlighten more lives elsewhere

Love them and feel them as much as you can till they are yours and with you!

41. Marsh mallows

It is soft

It is spongy

The tickle of the thought is so buttery

Sauvae- the initiations

Debonair-the delights

So velvety are the whimsies

The likes of the egg whites!

Sweet laden-the curls of roses

Being crushed with gentle moves

Flavors those clandestine

Plummeting the strife grooves

The creation thus uprising

Is beautiful although callow

My fantasies served as palate

Carved in cute Marsh mallows

40. Nameless Chase

Beyond my naive exultation
Above your ingenious jubilation

My love,
There is this beautiful silken wish
Gaping with hopeful breath
To be fulfilled at the verge of
Amalgamation of our trance

It sweetly mourns 
About the anticipated elation
That would surface the physical peripheries
At the onset of the movements

That,

Your skin would bring to mine
Your flesh would thrust in me
Your words would lit in heart
Your breath would burn in me

The feel of seventh cloud
Fragrance of frenzy highs
Trance of being so speechless
All talking done by eyes

Ohhh..the restlessness
Talk about the..so keenness
Blind horse of silken wishes
Meandering with eagerness!!

Breathing slow and fast
Exhaling with slightest pace

My love,

Where have we reached?
In this oh so nameless chase!!

39. Silent Sadness

Earlier when there came the times of sadness

It accompanied with it the thrust of disruption

This time it walked in so delicately unhurried,

With the cushioned paws buttoned beneath

Puffing around the breeze of desolation

And spreading within the tang of melancholy

Sadness,

Is so unique this time

No tears,

No momentum of ache in the heart

Eyes still on an invisible horizon

Mind afloat in vacuum of no thoughts

There is no crying over hurt words

There is no grieving of any loss

No exterminated dream

No eradicated appeal

No slaughtered wishes

No murdered feelings

And yet,

There is this sadness

Sadness in me,

Over me

With me

About me

Around me

Saying nothing

Demanding nothing

It Just wants to be with me,

It just just came to see me,

This weird sadness

This silent sadness

38. Cosmetic Fishes

All so lie

All so superficial

I live in the ocean full of cosmetic fishes

Covered with the scales of colorful deceits

They smell awful when their synthetic fragrance wades off

None can see or taste the tears, dropped by the genuine ones

In the ocean full of filthy salts

It chokes me to breathe here

It makes me uncomfortable

Perhaps,

I don’t belong here

Perhaps,

I have been wrongly placed

I want to swim away, far far away

I don’t know where

But definitely there

Where the water is clean

Fishes without spleen

Honesty is what they exhale

And loyalty thus prevail

I want to be free again

Save myself from pain

Pain of being so faux

Hurt of losing myself

I want to get away

From this endless malign delve

37. Ambivalence

Am I hiding my ambivalence about you?

Am I lying to myself?

Oh poor me,

How can it be..

Don’t I so well know?

Whenever it’s about you

I experience it a lot of time

And loose my every dime

On dilemma of being or not

Amongst your priority thought

My sweetest love of life

In your arms I thrive

And spread my wings of chasm

On behest of your transom

I surrender from depth of soul

The moment you curl me whole                                      

How can I ever think!

To not to think of you

Oh my darling pie

I can only think of you

No matter

How ambivalent

My attitude is so now

Mark my word for soul

You’re only mine, & will be

Forever and for now!!

36. Orange line

Dull sky,

Black clouds

And a thin orange sheet

Lying between the bunch of blacks

Tall buildings all lit up

Chimneys throwing smoke

River is covered with layer of fallen snow

And roads are bustling with automobiles

Standing on the eleventh floor

And peeping out of my window

Among the mixture of various things

Best sight to my eyes is that thin line

That thin orange patch between those black clouds 

A strange calmness

Some consolation kind

And a peace giving assertion

Is what I can feel right now..

But while I am writing this,

My peace is being stolen

Those black clouds are hovering over the orange spread

It's turning black all around

Gradually, entire sky would turn black

I don't like that

I don't like such gloominess

It makes me feel lonely and sad

I wish,

I could steal that bright piece of sky and keep with me..

I am hopeful,

Hopeful for a sunny day...

If not tomorrow,

Some days later...

Though I love snow,

But it'll be more lively to welcome the summers again

To see those beautiful flowers

And bright sky..

35. That sadness is not for you

And I still wonder
And I still search
That one reason why we ever met..

I consider, I believe
And I thank that we met
But then why,
Why, many a times
I am left wandering
In tangles of thoughts
And dreams we shared
Why am I left so lonely
Only to see your sad and silent face
To observe and feel the distance
When although you sit right beside me
Why am I thrown into solving the puzzle
Of whether am I the cause of your wrath
Have I troubled your peace once again
Are you hurt through my words I didn't utter
Did I fail to meet your expectations in bond

I suffer
I suffer to see you suffer
I suffer to see those blank glares
It hurts to feel the void you create
It pains to see that smile sans curve

I try to approach
I try to resolve
But I fail my love
Because you don't let me win
Because you don't let me in
I stand at the crossroads
Of all the plausible chaos
That you make me feel I might have done

And once again I give up
One more time I am left bundled up

But my heart
The hapless chap
And the most stubborn one
Doesn't stop meandering
In whimsies of unison with you
It doesn't agree that it have been shelved

And I
What do I do,
No one around me,
With thoughts all about you
And mind on autopilot
I tremble while holding the glass of water
I shudder while hanging the towel on hook
I jolt when turning off the gas knob
I shake with a hope to see you on phone screen
And I fall down piece by piece
In distress and helplessness
And I cry inconsolably
I cry loud, very loud
Like an abandoned child
Like a hungry beggar
Like a grieving whole

My eyes give way to river
And my face burns to red
And though My heart snivels
It does not give up on you

I ask why?
And I get to hear this
Which I always knew
And I still do believe
That with every beat my heart ticks
I fall in love with you once more
However hard I try to teach
Whatever way I choose to say
My heart doesn't believe in this
That you can ever- ever go away
You are in me
I see you in mirror everytime I see myself
I hear your voice whenever I close my eyes
I never feel you are gone
I never think you can go
I don't know my love
If it is right or wrong
But I am not able to forget you whatever I do

I do not want you to come to me
I do not want you to give me anything
I do not wish you should give up on your ways
I do not hope you would ever love me my ways
I simply don't want you to do anything that I want but you don't
What all I want is...you to be happy

Don't ever remain gloomy
Don't ever stay sad
Life may not be at times at its best
But it'll always yet be good
Keep smiling my love
It gives me the reason to smile all the more
You don't want to see me
You please don't...
But never give up on spreading that cheer
My love for you will always be the same
Selfless!!!

34. When

When I don't breathe anymore
When they announce me dead
When my soul flees the clan

I will be free
I will come to see
If you are still my man

33. I know you, you donno me

Pull aside
Pull beside
The friction is yet in the core
Not imagined
Not made up
Somehow it was said by lore

Do not say
Do not show
It was never meant to be
Fold it up
Put back in
Count that, all went to thee

Behind walls
Within paints
Read, if you can that line
Before this
Till up now
Let me call it to be mine

Easier blamed
Better shunned
But why do such pity things
Beauty lived
Bond held
Cherish that, joyful sharing

Precious still
Always be
For now so, keeping within
So do heart
So do soul
Your thought,in thick in thin

But for now
Let me seek
More you, hold within or let fly
I know you
You donno me
Wonder how come, and but why

Perhaps now
Your breath zone
At cross juncture with that of mine
My darling love
Sweetest love
From afar, love to see you shine

Bypass years
Across times
Lets meet for coffee someday
You be Me
I'll be You
Surely we'll be akin that day

32. Searching the good in it

How silly am I?
When I pray I say,
I trust you my Lord
Do it your way

But when he does
All he finds good
And not per my plans
I become very rude

I crib, cry & complain
So doubt his intention
Why not care for my dreams
I too need his attention

He still let me be that way
And keep his silence usual
Until I dry my all tears up
He doesn't show cards mutual

Later, when I stand back still
I see light behind the horizon
All that pain I ruffle against
Come to give joy in unison

I have come to believe this so firm
It has turned out to be very same
However difficult situation may be
He has helped me through time & again

Even today, I felt very disappointed
But ended the day on a note of hope
May be it's not acceptable to me now
It'll be for my good & I'll learn to cope!!

31. Live it up all

Let that faith be unshaken
And believe in your dream
It is never too selfish
Unless it hurts other being

The rainbow of this life
May not shine all the while
Enjoy when it's raining
Cherish when the sun shine

Take onus of all you do
Don't blame others for fall
Learn from your mistakes
And make it to live it up all

Next moment you may not breathe
May not wake up to see the next sun
Forgive yourself and others too
Love, Be happy, share the fun!! ..................

30. Besotted or Adore

Besotted or in adore

Line is very thin

Both tests endurance

Both make keen

Sanity sees doom

Faith hung on hook

Mind shares the brunt

Heart bears the brook

Yet, life moves on

Says the folklore

Have you not felt it?

More than for sure!

29. My comrade

My comrade

Whatever happened to the alleyway,

Whatever happened to the purpose

You see, I can still visualize

The horizons you painted

The rainbows you stretched

You chose to proceed

I chose to recede

Though pickings were varied

We walked same way

Do you feel?

I do,

Though in converse bearings

We are parallel in path

It’s just that you never

Turn your eyes on me

And I never let

My eyes off you

But even in the beatings

I can hear you.

I had this bizarre night

Where I dreamed when wide awake

Saw you going lifeless

Obsolete in very make

I didn’t let eyes sleep

And brought you in my mind

Though you again acted insensitive

But yet I found you kind

You know something darling

I am quite mystified

The way you are formulating

Your advent and your hide

Let things be that they are

Let time act master thespian

You hold that hat called sense of self

I will wrap my scarf of oblivion

And wander in the land of sand

Stroking with the sticks of recall

Toiling shades of days bygone

Exploring ‘YOU’ after all !

28. Kiss

I will hold you from behind
And lean on your back
You turn around and hold me
Kiss on my forehead
Look into my eyes
Give enduring smile
Kiss me on my lips
Kill me for a while
Squeeze me in your arms
Pull me to your chest
Kiss me on my cheek
All to your behest
Run your fingers through
Sniff the curly mane
Kiss me all you want
And drive me insane

27. Relight

I’ll traverse through your world

I’ll occur at twilight

Stay tuned to adapt the spark

I’ll be the cause of your relight

26. Stay Buzzing with your flair

I'ts the fragrance
Of your breath
I smell in mine
It's the rhythm
That you play
In my mind

It's the beauty
You bring
To my whole
It's the bliss
You impart
To my soul

It's the smile
That your lips
Kiss through me
It's the touch
That your fingers
Put me on spree

It's your voice
Rush in blood
Arouse my senses
When in sight
Your beautiful eyes
I breach all fences

It's a tight hug
Seal soul to soul
Making me secure
Your tender words
Right out of heart
Seems so pure

Pleasing me best way
You take my breath away
Crafting me so alive
Will I ever be enough
Thankful oh my love
For gratifying my life

I want you to know this
For now and forever
I can never get over you
We may, we may not
Be together again
But I'll ever think of you

You'll stay in my mind
You'll stay in my heart
You'll stay in my prayers
I wish you happy days
I wanna see you bloom
Stay buzzing with your flair

25. I am missing you

Pleasing music

I feel serene

And I am missing you

My eyes closed

Ear phone plugged in

And I am missing you

Rhythm filling up

My heart with love

And I am missing you

Eyes teary yet happy

Lips dry yet content

And I am missing you

I have wondered often

Wondering it now again

And I am missing you

Do I know you?

Or you are still a stranger

Oh..i am missing you

Emotion rush in blood

Flesh being but mean

And I am missing you

Yes, you are my sweetheart

Yes, you are so special

Darling, I am missing you

I may not see you again

I better not see you again

But I am missing you!!

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From Her to Him

24. I want you back

I want you back, my dear ‘Me’

I want you back to be with me

I miss being normal

I miss being effortless

Pandemonium in my mind

Uproar in the heart

I lost the concord within

I adrift touch with harmony

Something clamors deep inside

Screeching, screaming, wanting to be heard

And there is colossal calm as well

Conflicting with every single thought

Tears differ and behave hostile

The weary eyes would like to sleep

Face isn’t amiable so more

Talks are nevertheless, useless

I am blabbering, seething self in rage

Badly befuddled with the events unfolded

Deep breathe………no..doesn’t work

Reading quotes….no..doesn’t work

Walk by the river…less helpful

Talking to the sky…less caring

No….I won’t ask this again… “what do I do”

Perhaps, I always knew

For sure, I am not going to rue

Because I know, it has everything to do.....

With me, my spirit, my temperament, my beliefs

My nature and my tendencies of being emotional

To be honest and brutally honest,

Most miseries are self invited by me

Rather, self created by me

The dilemmas and the diffidence does the harm

It’s unfair to blame anyone for how I feel

I feel anyway because I choose to feel that way

Let me be truthful to my own self

And agree to disagree with ,

Unjustifiable demands that I make

Groundless worries that I create

Useless contemplation that I take

And all the unwanted pains that I rake………

I deserve to be happy

As every other individual does

Including those who are connected with me in a way or other

And whom, sometimes I do not give the worthy due………

Few steps,

Yes,

Few steps towards creating the cordial accord

Between me and myself

Myself and those lovely souls

Who happened to meet me in the discourse of life

And gave me love and support in their own ways

Its time,

I find out myself

Bring back home

And send out in return

Gratitude, Love and Peace!!

Dear ME,

Please come back!

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From Me to Myself

23. Feel blessed..if you ever fell in love

Have you ever been in love?

Yes, I have been

I have been into that journey for long

And still prevailing there

Being in love makes you vulnerable

And defenseless against your lover

And yet you like to be in weak position

You like waiting, you like anticipating

You fancy that stare

You dream that hold

You imagine every bit before it happens

You replay within, the things that occur

You do not mind believing the unbelievable

You do not see harm in being hurt at times

You let go all the inhibitions

You surrender unto your partner

Nothing seems imperfect

Nothing appears impossible

Limits overcome themselves in some way

You tend to accept everything every-way

When in love, there survives no ego

Selfless give and take, selfless yield

No more you wish to gain or possess

Being afar and yet you remain closest

Getting to see a glimpse or any more

You do not really crave to seek in real

The person begins to reside in you

Breathe in you, within you

Not anymore you step out to search

Call, or seek to identify the whereabouts

Your lover lives in you

You live in your admirer’s heart

You both cease to exist as individuals

You beat and survive in each other’s subsistence

That is the beauty of love

That is the soul of love

That is the magic of love

That is the ecstasy of love

Feel blessed

If you ever fell in love

Stay in love

Till you breathe

That's the best way to live!

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Love

22. Let love be the reason

Behind the curious freckles
And beside the anxious look
There still is left some faith
There still is left some hope
At the crack of dawn
Will heave the relief
With a smile may be
Presenting self a gift
Overcoming the concerns
And learning to breathe again
That fresh air of trust and love
And exhaling all that pain
Reckoning the joy and gratitude
Towards being a lesser inferior
Being loved is not always being heard
Its also letting go without any fear
Grating the heart for no faults of it
Isn't a kind thing, brutal to yourself
This life for sure, will not come back again
Let love be the only reason for your dwell
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Inane

21. As I was, As I am

As I was
As I am
I want to be the same
In your heart
On your lips
Your favorite name

When you wake
In your mind
Think of me..you do!
Happiness
In your eyes
So much to be true!

When you talk
When you work
I hover all around
Sometime shun
Sometime hug
Yet joyous you do sound

I want to be the reason
Of cheer and 
Happy day
Take my love,
All yours
Every single way

When you may,you go
Take me in heart
With you
Stay in touch or not
Remember
I still love you!
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US

20. I hope you will walk by side

Not in a rush or frenzy

Neither am I sodden in tears

I am merely contemplating

What if?

What if not?

I know, my sweetheart,

You hate scrutiny

But,

This moment is so irresolute

That even though, in heart of my heart

I know what and why and how,

Yet, I doubt

I disbelieve in present-day

I am skeptical about tomorrow

I am lingering to the past

And scraping old sorrows

I am standing on the bridge

Unsure of either path

Holding onto the tenuous guardrail

If I fall, there’s no lath

Mornings bring some hope

Nights take them back

All the miles I walk

I reach the same old rack

Your smile steals my pain away

Your hug gives me home there

Your talks make me feel alive

Your presence makes it all fair

Embracing the feeble dream

I keep on feet, with eyes shut

I hope you will walk by side

And don’t let me fall in rut

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From Her to Him

19. Were you there?

Were you there?
I was there, too
How come you didn't see me?
Darling, I saw you.
I clicked and captured
Your effervescent smile
Can hear your voice
Can see your moves
Can smell your breath
Can feel your touch
All in my mind
With closed eyes
Reliving the moments
When you were there
Crowd left
You too
I am still there
Waiting for you
Hoping
For once
You will turn back
Look into my eyes
Though from far
And smirk at me
Reassuring
You are still there
You will be there
With me
For me
Wanting me
The way I want you
Missing me
The way I miss you
Even when I am not here,
Even after you are gone!!

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From Him to Her

18. In Moscow

Real feel showing degree three

Moscow is at smoggy spree

Tall buildings, getting blurred

Orange leaves, autumn spurred

Wispy drizzle on hide and seek

Romance gushing – every creek

Flowers blooming, ground and vale

Kissing couples on every trail

People flaunting, swanky sheaths

Dressed to kill, from toe to wreaths

Nature, at best, being rhetoric

All in all, it is turning quixotic

Top it all, ummhhm..brewing coffee glow!!

Now, I'm waiting, for the show of snow!!

…….In Moscow……

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From Me to Moscow

17. You never got to lose

You chose to forget
I never got to choose
I lived at evading end
You never got to lose

Lurking on false hope
I am fighting with the sun
Moon comes to defend
Begging me for truce

Are you there, still there
Or have you moved again
To hunt hide away from me
Weaving yet some ruse

My love, sweetest love
Don't have to do all this
You may choose to call me dead
But don't count me to be noose
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From Her to Him

16. Lets steal a life

Let' steal a life,
From this predefined tenure!
After this,
Who knows
Where you will be
And where I will be!
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Inane

15. Disquiet Heart

It’s not talking,

Yet, its beat can be heard distinctly!

My heart,

Is again restless!

Stuck to its roots and

Yet it is acting nomadic!

Pulsating high,

It may explode,

With a hope,

Yet it feels ineffectual!

My heart,

Wants to hear you,

See you one more time,

Yet it doesn’t, want to do either!

Holding on to words,

Want to get immersed,

In your love once again,

Yet it remains so irresolute!

My heart,

Yearn to laugh with you,

Lay down in your cuddle,

Yet strives to stay, far and wide!

Covets the engaging snug,

Not perfunctory, but soul kiss,

Desire to own you up,

Yet doesn’t, want you at all!

It’s not talking,

Yet it words can be perceived!

My heart,

Behaving belligerent,

Is again peevish.

And is everything but peaceful,

It is impatient!

It is disquiet!

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From Her to Him

14. I am lost

I lost myself in the transit afar
Where do I go and register my claim?
It is undesirable and so not like me
How can I feel both, joy and pain!
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To myself

13. Pour me in salt

Pour me in salt
Let my bones dissolve
Make me paper
Throw it in the air
Let me drift
With ease and flair
Let then birds
Come and pierce
My fragile body
With their shears
A cry may be heard
No blood though
More satiated
My soul may flow
The tiny particles
Let them get away
Mix in the air
And find their way
To reach your breath
And vein, blood through
Thump in your heart
And last in you
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From Her to Him

12. Jungle of memoirs

The moments got crammed with electricity, when I saw you for the first time.

You looked everything that I had always thought, a man should look like

Tall, vigorous, poised, charismatic, polite, eye-catching, and handsome

I took a sneak peek from far and yet, could feel the thumping of your heart

You walked with a bouquet in your hand, filled with my favorite flowers

That clandestine smile and impish look, burnished your playful face

The awkward silence of few minutes, disclosed everything you dreamt of

And the exchange of glances, enlightened the feeling of belongingness

With my eyes closed, and fist held tight, I can travel back to that time

When the heart beat was heard, louder than the thuds

When your presence itself, spoke for unsaid words

When your smile was my joy, your sight the best gift

No split in our souls, our hearts without rift!

Time took away, the glorious moments of our bond

But it forgot to pull me, out of that fancy phase

I am wandering alone, in the jungle of memoirs

Yet hugging your spirit, and kissing your haze

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From Her to Him

11. I love all your shades

I like your shades, all of them,

Few ingenuous, few for sham!

The cyan wallop when you smile...

The blue eye with your puckered brow!

Going green with roguish look,

Wicked black like cunning crow!

Red heat when you lose your cool,

Melting brown while turning mild;

Peaceful white when you love me,

Golden roar when playing wild!

Velvet violet when with me,

Cheesy beige when in squeeze;

Turning plum and peru, pink,

Who does mind the snowy crease!!!

How I love your grey and guts!

How I love to be with them!

Oh..How I love all  your shades!

Few ingenuous, few for sham!

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10. Don't kiss on my forehead!!

Incongruous but true,

It’s barrier the best,

Preventing me from letting you come close

And at the same time,

It’s the weakest enclosure I have,

Breaching thus will melt me down…..

My love,

Don’t kiss me on my forehead!!

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From Her to Him

9. I am weird, I know.

Often it’s known, most often un-surfaced.

The reason doesn’t interests me anymore!

Entrapped dilemma and bewildered frankness,

What a combination!

Don’t call me mad my cherished

I am still the very one you don’t want to forget

Yes, I hate the goodbyes, hate to the core

Dawdle with excuses to stay around

Alright, you say you are better

Then teach me, teach my best one

How to overcome the aches of heart

You don’t walk along or even in the cross

And yet you don’t let my shadow evade

Not fair, not fair, not fair at all

We both breathe, and only you get to live

Let loose the chains you hold tight in mind

I am jailed because I still reside there

Let once the salt drift out of your eyes

Let once and for all, allow me get flown away

I am weird , I know, but who knows better than you!

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From the weird one to the sane